Being Doomed

I think it's no accident that I arrived at producing Doomcore. Because I AM doomed. With my mental health problems, there is always the chance that at some point I just disappear into a lunatic asylum forever. But even if this doesn't happen, I can hardly live a "normal" life. No future - for me. And this then fuels the doom mood for my music. But don't worry - right now everything is okay. And maybe there is a happy end after all.